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I don't have anyone whom i can confide to you,

so i'll confide to you (:

Go away! Don't come back.

Haven't been posting in a while.. so yea (:

Anyway, i didn't have headaches, dizzyness and of course irregular heartbeats for like two or three weeks already. I'm very happy about it.

However, yesterday, while i was studying for my maths, when i just stood up to grab a book from the shelf, my irregular heartbeats were back and it was super fast i swear. Hated that moment alot, to think it was gone for quite a while. Arrg. But it went off pretty fast too! Less than 5 minutes.

right after that, i've got a bad headache. Sheeesh, guess it will just will not go away.

Today's maths examination = KO-ed. But should be able to pass (:

Andddd i really don't like my mum, she's don't even want to speak to me now. Always throwing random tantrums and stares, randomly picks on me. Scolds me for simple things like not switching off the lights in the room etc.

-Sean

I'm feeling very fucked up

Yes, i am.


When will things be really good? Permanently.
I don't want just to have two months where everyone walked that lonely path with me and they leave me alone again.